When our best just isn't good enough....

In a past few weeks I have seen orphans pass away. 

I have watched with disbelief as their soon to be adoptive parents pursued them until the very end...unable to get there in time.

I have shook with anger at the injustice these little ones suffer.

I have cried over the fact that if these little angles were in the U.S., they would live.  A short plane ride away from the proper medical treatment....yet they die.

They die without a family.

They die without comfort.

They die without hope.

It rocks me to my core every time.

It frustrates me to no end that I can not do enough.  I can hardly do anything to make a different to the million of orphans. 

Have you heard the star fish story?

"It made a difference for that one."

What if thats not enough?

The good that I can do is NOT enough.

Thats why I share.

Its why I flood your facebook with non-stop adoption posts and fundraising events.

Its why I tell anyone and everyone who asks me about adoption that they should adopt no matter how rude or annoying they may think I am.

If only...

If only the church would stand up, climb out of their comfort zones, and be the hands and feet of Jesus.

I have accepted that the world is the way it is because of sin...it won't be right until Jesus comes back.

But can't a girl just be incredibly, irrationally, and consistently unsettled that she can't do more?